Thursday, September 26, 2013

Dream

I remember going twice to a place and waiting and I couldn't see this big attractive person, someone long and dressed up like a bird in parachute material feathered up, like my fish.  There was some water slide ride, I think.

I am tempted to delete what I posted last night, but at least you can read it.  Yes, I got mad, but I didn't like curse at Ellen.  I just feel so picked on.  I post what I post, and it carries little magnitude.

Still, why can't I go to school?  That's just crazy to get mad like that.  So, sorry if it offended you or you will do something else..  I need to lie back down, even.

I mean, I mainly was mad because I felt that what I posted before was sorta funned at.  Interesting people on YouTube, but I mean maybe I'm thinking like oh Ellen doesn't care, won't tell you why she does weird stuff like that.. I just wanted to know why.  I know already she doesn't like I went to school to be active and watch her show in between.  That's what I'd want to know before, too.  I thought in a way she didn't like me just watching her show and not doing anything else.  Problem is I have a curfew and am on a pill since.